History

I decided to do this after to talking to a friend today and dealing with somethings that I haven't been able to exactly cope with yet. They told me a blog would be a great way to express my feelings, share my thoughts, get some feedback, and just open up a little more about life. So here goes...

Let's go back to this summer. I graduated from college. A HUGE accomplishment and milestone in my life. Not to mention nerve racking and stressful to say the least. A week before graduation a good friend of mine passed away suddenly the night of his birthday. Not only is he an amazing friend and person he is also my roommates boyfriend. It's a very close group of friends we have here, so support was everywhere. The next month was spent with questions and anger and sadness.

Then one month to the date later my bestest ( I say bestest because we called each other bestest friends. We weren't just best friends, we were bestest...now it has caught on) passed away suddenly while sleeping. She was living in Ohio working for the Cleavland Cavs and I hadn't seen her since Christmas break. I immediately jump on a plane with her family and flew to Ohio. It was bittersweet meeting her friends and seeing her new home with out her there. The rest of the summer was a blur. Life is still a blur. Bestest and I have known each other since the first day of 6th grade, 14 years, half of our lives. We traveled in different groups, had different friends and never lived more then 30 mins from each other. Through all of the changes in our lives and all of the growing we did we remained each others constant. Each others rock and backbone. I still believe with all of my heart we are still each others constant.

With in 30 days my life changed in more ways then it ever had. This is my documentation of starting over, starting fresh, and just the things I love about my city, my friends, my family, my life.