Life

This past weekend was a little on the crazy busy side with birthday dinners, errands, and superbowl activities. It's weekends like this when I am so caught up in everything life is throwing my direction I think of bestest the most. I think of her when I'm alone and bored sometimes, but it's when life is going on right in front of my eyes that I miss her the most. When I get stressed or excited or just need to hear a familiar voice, that's when she came in. And when everything is flashing before my eyes I think of her and what she would tell me and how she would handle certain situations. She is such amazing woman inside and out. God knows she was my backbone. I tend to be a pushover and think that everyone means well, in all honesty not all Friends are GREAT friends. Not all situations are what they seem to be. Bestest was always the one to point that out to me.

But I love that now I'm coming to a point where every time I think of her I don't cry or feel this numbness come over my body. I'm evolving back into myself and maybe even a better version knowing a part of her is pushing me everyday.

Count your blessings. Be thankful for everything and everyone in your life. Remember who you are. Forget the things or people who bring you down. Breath.

Very excited for what is to come this week. Bree (my bestest's older sister) comes in town for a few days on Tuesday and I am looking forward to spending some much needed dinner dates with her. She's getting married in October and I'm excited to hear how all the wedding planning is coming. Dad's #64 Birthday is the 10th. Family comes in town Saturday for the night, I love day dates with my family we have so much fun. Also I'm starting to think about what I want to give up for lent...It's always a long thought process for me. Upcoming:Valentines day, Holiday at work, Jeffy's #27.

Next post will be a change.

Hope everyone has a blessed week. Hope this rain stops sometimes in 2010.

reese