365 days....

365 days ago I was driving to Houston for a dentist appointment.
365 days ago I thought of you and needed your voice.
365 days ago I told you I missed you.
365 days ago changed the rest of my life.
365 days ago I felt a pain like no other.
365 days ago I finally made the trip to Ohio.
365 days ago my soul lost a chunk.
365 days ago I felt myself change.
365 days ago you left me.
365 days ago I lost my bestest friend.

Happy 2 year Duck

Today marks the 2 year anniversary of Jeff and I. We've actually been seeing each other for 2 and a half years but the first 6 months we were not so serious and more of a hang out in groups couple. Which is one of the reasons I call him Duck. Those first 6 months everyone gave us a hard time for not making it "official" Jeff's brother would say "if it walks like a duck and talks like a duck, it's a duck" meaning were a couple. I don't even think we ever really made it "official" were so laid back, well he is more then me, I'm def. a planner but learning to be more go with the flow now. But we just kind of picked this date and said it would be our anniversary. We never celebrated last year because it was right after Adam's death and 4 days before Brandy's, I think it will be nice down the road to have a positive anniversary around this time of the year. These are a few of my favorite pictures. 

I adore this picture because for once Jeff isn't making a goofy face and looks quite charming for a picture.

This picture is so amazing with Adam's face in the background. Not planned at all but just like Adam to sneak into a picture.

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At my oldest friends wedding in Houston

Last but not least us with our new little man cooper.

Love you so much Jeffy. Thanks for all of your support and encouragement these past 2 years. You truly have been such a positive influence in my life and continue to amaze me everyday. I don't think anyone else could have dealt with everything we have been through together this past year. You are my rock and will forever be grateful to have you in my life.

((Pay Jeffy a visit at his weight loss blog))

Plans for tonight: nothing to fancy. Neither of us have seen the bats come out from the congress bridge so we thought that might be a fun experience to embark on.